10/20/2019

I miss Larry so much I keep asking myself why did he leave me I know that’s selfish but I miss him so much the house is so lonely without him. It’s funny thing you remember when they’re not around you’re always wishing you could’ve said something that would have made a difference in the outcome I hope he knows how much I loved him. He was a wonderful man a great friend. No matter how long you are together when one passes away you always keep thinking I should’ve said some more or talk to him a little more I hope you know how much I loved you. I always think if  I could only had said one more thing to him. I never got to say goodbye to him so I feel like there was no closure.

10/6/2019

It has been two months now that Larry has passed I’m trying to get over him not being with me. Things are so different around here but I’m working on moving on. I don’t like doing the things that we did together. I hope that will pass and I can enjoy the things we did together once again. One step at a time